The Stillness Before Time


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All have the express written encouragement

To distribute this creation freely to any and all

Who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear

The mystery in which each and every one

Equally participates in so many ways.

 

 

Preface

What is written here

Has been spoken, written, and lived

By many in many times and places in human history.

Ever disguised by innumerable masks, costumes, concepts, and technologies,

Its mysterious nature has timelessly confused and frightened

Those unable to discern beneath the surface.

 

This aphoristic vision is simply another attempt,

Using contemporary masks, costumes, concepts, and technologies,

To illustrate in thought something as old as old is,

That which has ever yet never been.

 

It is for those who desire nothing from this manifest dream

But that it be a journey into freedom.

 

Best wishes.

 

 

I

You are the source,

The quantum ocean,

The absolute supreme,

The eternal unicity of isness.

 

* * * *

Discovering your true birthright

Requires the persistence

Of an aloof scientist,

Gradually scraping away

At the layers of conditioning

Until at some point there is nothing left,

And what you truly are, and are not, is quite apparent.

 

* * * *

 When in every moment

You see without a trace of doubt

That there is no master other than you,

That those many pedestaled images of great souls

Were projections of the inherent longing

To awaken to the birthright

That is prior to consciousness,

You will be free of artificial limits,

You will have triumphed over illusion,

You will have discovered the indelible truth:

That you are, indeed, sovereign, indivisibly absolute.

 

 

II

Call it by whatever sound you will:

God, Allah, Brahman, Tao, Buddha, Krishna,

Christ, Great Spirit, Way, Absolute, Supreme, Totality,

Or any of the many other labels it is given throughout the world,

It is ever the same indivisible mystery cloaked by the illusion of diversity.

 

 

III

You who seek are already that which is sought.

You are the unequivocal source, the mystery, pure and simple.

Discerning it clearly in the everyday, without a trace of doubt, is the challenge.

 

* * * *

Occasionally, attentively reflect within … "I am.”

That unadorned thought is the first and foremost assumption.

Contemplate it closely, thoroughly, add nothing to it.

See its subtle movement to the source within.

Those persistent and discerning enough

Will dissolve into the inexplicable.


 

IV

This fleeting mystery is a whimsical kaleidoscope.

An eternal, immortal weaving; without beginning, without end.

A boundless, indivisible ocean of light and shadow in which all forms dance.

All one can observe of the mystery are the countless manifestations;

Never the dispassionate, unwavering witness beneath.

 

* * * *

The infinite source of manifestation

Is tasteless and untouchable;

Without vision or sound or smell.

What one perceives is but the mind’s reverie.

The vague, obtuse, ephemeral quality of awareness called intuition,

Is as near to understanding as any one can ever come.


* * * *

Be serene, content, alert, cheerfully at ease.

It is your original state, your birthright.

It requires no choice, effort, or contention.

No outward manifestation or proof is required.

It is a natural state of awareness, of simple beingness.

An effortless wander in the unconditional, timeless aloneness.

 

* * * *

Worship martyrs, crosses, statues, crystals, photographs,

Nature, wealth, words, ideas, or whatever your own will manufactures,

Or simply attend nothing but your own momentary awareness.

But for the sorrow of continuity in all but the latter,

All dreams pass in the same manner.


 

V

Understand the subtlety between

Claiming you are god,

And knowing you are godness.

One cannot be, and the other never was not.

 

* * * *

Explore love as much as you might with all your beingness,

It is the awareness within all that is its unfathomable cradle.

 

* * * *

You may sit quietly and breathe with your eyes wide open or tightly shut;

Chant spiritual songs or hum mantras until your mind is three shades of blue;

Practice every sort of rigid, dogmatic, death-defying diet or prescribed exercise;

Submit to ancient beliefs, rituals, and traditions; wear costumes and deify symbols;

Practice any discipline, worship any form your mind or another's might conjure;

Real meditation is the serene awareness of every moment's birth and death,

And no system is required to discern and freely perceive your birthright.

 

 

VI

You are the ground,

The splintered I Amness of isness,

Creator and witness to an inexplicable theater,

A dreamer dreaming the kaleidoscoping quantum show real,

The timeless nature masked by endless variations of laughter and sorrow.

Why? No one can know. That you are is surely enough.

 

* * * *

Nothing wrought of this quantum genesis is ultimately real.

Everything is imagined, everything is dreamily timeless.

All indivisibly appearing, all indivisibly disappearing,

Within and without the eternal matrix of awareness.


* * * *

There is no Eastern or Western thought,

Only an awareness manifesting consciousness,

Blanketed by an innumerable array of mythologies.

 

* * * *

Are you able to scrutinize your existence

Without any attachment, any craving, any trepidation?

Dispassionately, objectively, reserving all pride-filled judgments;

Discerning forthrightly, clearly, without ulterior motive;

Observing closely the many joys and sorrows;

The likes and dislikes, the loves and hates;

The thoughts, beliefs, opinions, conclusions;

The endless flow of people, places, things, ideas;

The seemingly boundless array of passing experiences;

And come to the realization that it was really all your creation;

An inexplicable, intangible, ungraspable, timelessly indivisible journey;

Imagined by a dreamer whose ultimately choiceless nature is prior to all imagination.

 

 

VII

There is really no religion, no Way,

Just keen observing of a passing mystery

Beyond comprehension or conclusion.

 

* * * *

The senses tease and taunt you.

They are lies of the delusional mind.

You must ascertain the witness within,

Discriminate the freedom that they cannot,

And know with every particle of your beingness,

That only in the timelessness of awareness are you real.

 

 

VIII

Polish mirrors that never reflected,

Clean stains never spilled,

Mend tears never torn,

Perfect that never flawed,

Illuminate shadows never cast,

Give purpose that requiring none.

You are ever unfathomable and unknown,

A timelessly whimsical enigma dancing in stillness.

 

* * * *

It is consciousness that suffers, not you.

The awareness is without laws or principles or ideals.

What consciousness believes are but choices founded in delusion.



IX

What is enlightenment but simply awakening

To the innate awareness, to the timeless birthright.

Liberation is abiding freely in that discerning ignorance.

 

* * * *

Identity is like cotton candy bought at a carnival,

A lot of puff concocted from practically nothing.

 

* * * *

When you awaken after sleeping,

There is a moment when the awareness

Resumes remembering the patterning it plays.

You could be anywhere, anything, anybody,

And what form and identity do you choose

But that which you are least able to resist.

 

* * * *

When you discover what you truly are, what you truly are not,

What is left but an inexplicable sense of awareness, unchained.

 

* * * *

You are the nexus through which the mystery manifests a personal view of time and space.

 

 

X

Since the dawn of consciousness, mind has grappled

With the mystery of birth and death, creation and destruction.

It has used every device to explain that which can never be explained.

Only in complete surrender to the awareness prior to thought's linear conception,

Can there be any insight into the choicelessness of the indivisibility.

 

* * * *

In the struggle with the indivisible nature, you must lose to win.

 

* * * *

Everyone has a mindset, a filtering process that interprets

The reality appearing to appear about them.

The challenge is discerning the relativity of all experience;

That everything is temporal, ephemeral illusion, nothing more or less real;

That, from beginning to end, each and every moment is but the fleeting dreamtime of awareness.


 

XI

Mythoi across this shrinking planet

Migrate in every possible direction without respite.

The geographic isolation that created this remarkable manifest diversity

Is less important than discerning the thread of indivisibility 

With which all creation is woven together.



XII

Thought is a reflection of an illusory past

And the projector of imagined futures.

Awareness is the tentative, ungraspable now.

It is boundless, eternal, neither identity nor persona.

It is the mysterious origin, the vapor of insight and intuition.

From its unknowable nature thought springs into being,

But without it, none of this would ever have been.

It is the parent of manifest consciousness,

The source prior to all perception.

 

* * * *

The sciences have in every manner

Scrutinized the unitary movement of this illusion.

They have stretched the conceptual mind in innumerable ways,

Yet none will ever succeed in determining its origin.

All they can ever do is dance with Maya

On the floor of manifestation.

 

* * * *

You are the gold, not the jewelry into which it is made.

 

* * * *

At some point, books and their many concepts must be set aside.

Scholars journey the dead-end path of dualistic intellect.

Reclaiming your birthright is direct perception,

Not the cataloging of manuscripts.

The truth you seek will not be found in them.

 

 

XIII

Virtual reality is not just a computer fantasy.

The senses have created the cosmos with such precision, such exactness,

That you have yet to truly fathom, to indelibly discern,

That none of it is ultimately real.

It is software born of quantum programming.

 

* * * *

When one surrenders to insight, eternity emerges:

Infinite, timeless, pathless, unencumbered, serene.

 

 

XIV

Essential nature is not divisible.

There is only totality, oneness, isness.

Nothing greater, nothing lesser, nothing but.

We are all in reality an indivisible, indelible enigma,

Quantumly dancing center stage in every form imaginable.

 

* * * *

Endless debate over which religion, which dogma, speaks for god, for truth,

Is sophomoric and only obscures the possibility of genuine awakening.

It is the time-bound distraction of priests and scholars and undiscerning followers,

Who have little interest in anything more than the false security of one collusion or another.

 

 

XVI

Humanity must accept total responsibility

For its impact on this garden world.

Do not put the burden on god.

There will be no messiah,

Nor hordes of angels to save us.

Each alone must make the paradigm shift.

 

 

XVII

There is really only one Way.

It is without division or boundary.

It is without name or theology.

Awareness is its scripture,

Here now its venue,

You its witness,

Your life the journey.

 

 

XVIII

To invoke a name of god

In any conflict is unutterable vanity.

There has never truly been a spiritual conflict,

Only the countless petty squabbles

Of self-serving dogmas.

 

* * * *

You suffer the linear continuity of time and space

Because your view of awareness is locked

Into a constricted conscious identity

That is not, has never been,

Will never be, real.

 

* * * *

Whatever path you may be inclined to wander,

Whether good works, devotion, intellect, or meditation,

In any combination, weighted in any manner,

All meander the same vast mystery.

 

* * * *

Philosophy not culminating in the serenity of timeless indivisibility,

Is merely desolate wordplay pandering to the desire for continuity.

 

* * * *

Without the eyes, you would not observe.

The ears gone, you would not hear.

The nose, you would not smell.

The touch, you would not feel.

The tongue, you would not taste.

The mind, you would not discern.

Remove them all, and you would be,

What in awareness, you have been all along.


 

XIX

Continuity is illusion, a subtle trick of memory, of imagination.

The indivisible waves of reality timelessly break ever anew.


 

XX

This world is a birthing ground of consciousness,

Away from which the only earnest heading is awareness.

When your vision tacks this direction there may or may not be

Acceptance from the relatives and friends you value.

Unresolvable differences may be unavoidable,

But whatever course ultimately unfolds,

Your revelation must carry the day.

Neither seek nor expect the sanction of those

Lacking the insight to comprehend your journey home.


 

XXI

To believe godness is only that which is out of the ordinary,

Is an error humankind succumbs to again and again.

All manifest forms persevere in the same field.

A particle of dust is as much an unfathomable mystery

As the most astounding, most wondrous miracle ever performed.

There is absolutely nothing ordinary about anything in this quantum matrix.

 

* * * *

We are rapidly approaching the inevitable reckoning point

In the dynamic movement of human consciousness,

When we as a tentative life form have no choice

But to reconcile the countless differences

And see the unmanifest universality,

The absolute unicity of awareness.

Our many differences are imagined,

But the results of this continued delusion

Are inescapably devastating to all life on this sphere.

To maintain this paradigm as it has evolved is indescribable madness.

 

* * * *

What unutterable vanity to believe that this timeless quantum mystery

Needs to be, much less can be, systematized into any so-called religion.

 

 

XXIII

Do not make the mistake of fashioning

Prophets, mystics, saints, seers, and sages into idols.

They may well have been awakened mortals, models of realization,

But they all began with the same primal awareness,

The same timeless potential as you.

 

* * * *

The stillpoint of awareness you are is the keystone to reality.

It is the point from which all manifestation is created,

And the point of oblivion to which all returns.

 

* * * *

As consciousness grounds in awareness,

As you clearly perceive illusion is not reality,

As you discern duality is the source of all suffering,

As the birthright of beingness resumes its rightful function,

There is nothing left to do but whatever needs doing.

 

 

XXIV

Since the origin of manifest consciousness, humans

Have been raised and patterned in accordance

With the varied responses to geography.

They have played, fought, and mated,

Sought power, fame, and fortune,

Worshipped innumerable idols,

Lived desperately, nobly, and vainly,

Suffered sickness, injury, aging, and death.

To what end the speculations are beyond number,

But ever the source has been the same inscrutable awareness,

Unfathomable, unknowable, impenetrable, timeless, indivisible, omniscient.

 

* * * *

Despite attempts by sages of every era and geography,

The human psyche remains dominated and shaped

By primal instincts and urges bred into the mind long ago.

The many masks of fear have diversified into innumerable forms,

And are as blinding, paralyzing, and destructive as they have ever been.

Transforming consciousness into its fullest potential is not for the meek of spirit.

 

 

XXV

You wander through cities, down paths, along rivers,

But who was it wandered where and when?

In all those walks, those thoughts,

Those many acts and deeds,

Woven into each and every one

Was the unwavering, choiceless awareness,

The witness you are, have always been, and will ever be.

 

* * * *

Your appearance in this manifest world is unimportant.

Whatever your attributes, whether you run barefoot or wear shoes,

Are clean or unclean, crippled or healthy, intelligent or simple, female or male,

Poor or wealthy, strong or weak, ugly or comely, named or unnamed,

Each and every one is the same essential quantum nature.

 

* * * *

The quantum nature can be challenging to ascertain

Because you only perceive the shortcomings of this dualistic world.

Quest within, discern the essence, unify with the totality,

Realize the perfection you have ever been.

 

 

XXVI 

Though all that is, is the unicity of the great quantum dreamtime,

Few deeply discern the ever-present, unborn-undying state.

Many are called, few are chosen, fewer still volunteer.

 

 

XXVIII

Because isness is, you are.

Because you are, isness is.

Without isness, there would be no you.

Without you, there would be no witness to the mystery.

 

* * * *

Many would call it sacrilegious

To state, "I am that which is godness."

But it is far more so to deny it.

 

* * * *

Meditation is awareness of the unfolding moment.

It is the dredging of the accumulated sediment of identification;

That which inhibits the timeless discernment of what you truly are, and are not.

 

* * * *

Who sees the wind tipping the trees in spring?

Hears the busy chatter of squirrels chasing?

Smells the mid-afternoon coffee brewing?

Feels the piercing of the kitten's playful claws?

Tastes the chilled chocolate melting?

Who has all those memories?

All that knowledge and capability?

All those assorted opinions and values?

Who desires, dreads, angers, laughs, suffers?

You do.

You are the power, the light, a drop of all that is, and is not.

You are creator, quantum dancer, eternally, immortally absolute.

 

* * * *

You have always been a quantum being.

There has never been one moment when you were not.

All you need do is discern it, and allow the witness to take wing within.

 

* * * *

A drug may help you find it, but cannot keep you there for long.

The challenge is to perceive eternity in the everyday mundane.

 

 

XXIX

The mind-body is a temporal vessel of finite patterning,

In which the infinite has potential to consciously manifest.

 

* * * *

It may be fairly frightening, even irritating,

For many to begin fathoming they are godness,

Because up to this point, their manifest consciousness

Has not even begun to open to that expansive an inner vision.

 

* * * *

Free your Self of the notion of original sin, that you were born evil.

It is nothing more than an idea inspired by ignorance, by greed, by the need to control,

That the pure awareness you most definitely are, did not choose at birth.

There is no sin, no iniquity, only dualistic whimsy.

 

 

XXX

A hindrance many have in considering themselves godness manifest,

Is that they believe it should entail having all sorts of innate supernatural powers.

The fact that they see, walk, talk, and create every sort of mischief,

Does not register because everyone else can, too.

Well, of course they can.

They are also godness manifest.

It is the concept of god that needs changing.